how do i set a fire without being notice?k maybe there is no link between what im about to do uh..but im having trouble letting out something without having a misunderstanding..welcome to my life..with small mistakes i made people make it as if i commit murder..and with a big mistakes i made people start to have doubts in me..well its true that im not perfect..its true that im not good either..but it is not true that im not learning from every mistakes i made..what??just because i look sturborn does'nt mean im stupid..you may treat me like an outcast..you may treat me like rubbish..but does it reflect on yourself?how does it feel doing that?who are you to jugge?who are to own everything?fuck!im not speaking for myself..but people deserve chance if they really earn it..back on track..sometimes i just feel i dont deserve being "there"..i realise that im a burden..i realise that i trouble alot..well i can go on all day but..i think and i know 1 day it will all be settle peacefully..


and this is for a friend of mine who is in the hospital..thanks for everything..you have always inspire me..you have always been there..i will pray for your health and your well return..i will pray that you will be like last time..jumping and kicking..be strong my man..we are here to support you..see you soon..